Friday, January 22, 2010

Simple Reminder

So many times, it is easy to get bogged down with chores, errands and a never ending to-do list. As I sit with daughter watching her favorite show, I am reminded that all of those things can wait. For there is no where else I'd rather be.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

One Year Ago


One year ago today, I was sitting in a hospital bed holding a tiny newborn...feeling completely overwhelmed at the idea that I am now responsible for another human's life. And not just any human, my daughter. I remember fears, doubts, worries, excitement and anticipation of the future and all that lay ahead in the coming years.

Looking back over the past year, I have to admit that I have had all of the above emotions many times over. But, in addition...I have had far more emotions than I ever would have imagined. I have happiness and joy in everyday things. Laughter in unexpected moments, more love for my husband than I previously knew was possible (and I really loved him BEFORE!), an overwhelming sense of pride for my family, a sense of purpose in my daily life as a mom. As I type, I am realizing that I could spill out pages of thoughts and lessons learned from my first year as a mom. Instead, I will revisit the reason for this post....my precious Elliana.

Elliana literally translates into "answered prayer," and that she is. Years before we were ready for children, T.J. and I prayed for the family we would someday have. Elliana has surpassed any and all expectations I had about a baby. Happy, healthy and an amazing smile and personality to boot. We are one incredibly blessed family. And so, without further rambling from this emotional mama of an incredible one year old...all I have left to say is Happy Birthday Elliana!